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Tuesday, May 12, 2009

frustrated

I am so hungry. I don't like to talk a lot about eating/weight issues here because it seems trivial, but I am really irritated I have a pair of jeans that don't fit me anymore. Honestly I fucking hate working out. It never works for me as a means of weight loss because it makes me SO hungry and I end up building a ton of muscle and putting on fat too because I eat so much more. I'm trying to cut calories without going too crazy about it, but that's hard for me to do too.

Today is sunny, hopefully that will help my mood.

Today I have an "intake appointment" at a mental health clinic. I am not sure what this means, but I think it has something to do with changing therapists. Not excited at all about that. Also not excited about how my mom wants to go with me and then go to thrift shopping afterward. Meh. She might buy me stuff though, so maybe I should have her come along. And I do hate driving ...

Stupid.

I started writing some letters to friends that I've said I'd send fun surprises to. If anyone wants a snailmail letter and probably stickers and maybe some other fun stuff, send me your address to moenoep[at]hotmail[com]. I just bought a bunch of stamps and I love sending and receiving mail.


I took these pictures a few days ago when I was out sunbathing. Hope it's another day like this ...

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8 comments:

Melissa said...

I love getting things in the mail and sending things as well!

Nice pictures!

Ketmany said...

it does look like a sunny day.

lol i hate working out too, im developing a little gut and i should work out, but i will just see where this goes haha.

i hope your mom buys you stuff at the thrift store. maybe that'll help boost your mood.

Andhari said...

I hate working out and the hungry feeling afterwardm it;s crazy and would be harder to control.

ps. prettyyyy sunn ;)

jen - tsk said...

That sun was bright!! Working out is horrible!!! Sucks to be sweaty and not get anything exciting from it. I <3 snail mail but live a million miles away! x

ScoMan said...

Well, I offered you some tuna casserole so if you're still hungry that's your fault =p

I hate working out too, but eating healthy doesn't do enough for me on it's own.

Stephanie said...

Did you know postage went up? And, your sky is looking way better than mine-lucky!

so, how'd the appt & thrifting go?

Sarahahaha said...

@melissa - isn't snailmail great? you should check out swap-bot.com

@ketmany - i was wrong about the weather. it was sunny, but then started raining. then hailing. then sunny again. now it's mostly cloudy. haha

@andhari - i love the sun!

@jen - haha i'm glad you share the same sentiments re: working out as i do. i get so mad at people who say "i love the feeling after a work out!" because all i feel is tired and sore and irritable after a workout. hahaha. i wouldn't mind sending things your way if you wanted! international mail isn't so expensive for small things.

@scoman - haha. thank you for the offer, it was much appreciate, but i don't know how well tuna casserole travels? (:

@stephanie - yes, i know it went up but i bought forever stamps! the appointment was so-so. the counselor dude was kind of a smart-ass, but whatever. i don't know if he's who i'll get as it was just an intake evaluation. thrifting was fun, i bought a bunch of sewing supplies and an organizer (:

The Demigoddess said...

Okay, here's what I did to lose weight:

Starved myself.

But don't follow my advice. It doesn't work for everyone.

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