wah-wah.

Today I am completely miserable. I don't know what's wrong with me. I saw my therapist this morning but I was tired because I only got four hours of sleep last night. I talked about stuff that just stressed me out. I listed stuff on eBay, tried to nap but instead ate. Listed more stuff on eBay. My room's a mess and my life is so frustrating.

On a positive note I sent out three postcards to people in Finland, Germany and Illinois. I signed up at postcrossing.com and I am super excited about it.

I wanted to throw a plate at my mom's head this afternoon.
I was outbid on a lot of 4 pairs of Bally shoes.
I am running low on whole milk.
I am running low on money.

When I grow up I want a Chloe bag, a closet full of Louboutins, Giuseppe Zanottis, children (1 boy, 1 girl), a gas stove, French copper pots, a bullmastiff, and a really well landscaped yard.